There are some serious questions to be asked when you’re in a relationship with an adult magazine, even if it’s not the one you’re interested in.
“If you’re looking for a high quality, high value sex magazine, then it’s a great place to start,” writes author and sex writer Laura O’Brien.
“I have been in a porn relationship for over 15 years and it’s really helped me to have a better understanding of my own body and sexuality.”
Laura says she has noticed some similarities between her experiences with the magazines she’s been in.
“In my first relationship I didn’t realize how much I missed my body,” she explains.
“But in my second, I had a lot of sexual fantasies and I realized how much they impacted my body.”
The same goes for Laura’s relationship with her boyfriend, Ryan.
He says he found it “a little bit more challenging” to find porn magazines, especially because they “didn’t offer the same sort of high-quality material” as magazines like Esquire or Playboy.
Laura says that when she started getting into adult movies, it was “like an experiment,” and she was “struggling” to get “the full body of a pornstar” to fit into her schedule.
“My body didn’t feel right to me,” she says.
Ryan says he’s “never really liked” the porn magazines he’s been into, and that it “really takes away from the sexiness” of his sex life.
As a result, he says he was looking for an alternative to Playboy, which “felt like a bit of a no-brainer.”
But it was also a decision that he says was “a big leap” from a “sex addiction.”
“For a long time, I felt like I didn�t want to be in a real relationship.
I thought I didn��t have any options,” he says.
“So I started watching porn, and it just felt like a really good way to feel like I had something.”
Laura has tried to stay away from porn since she started in her relationship with Ryan, but says she’s found that her relationship has been a bit more “natural” since then.
While it was a big step for her to leave her old lifestyle behind, she still has some feelings of “porn guilt” about leaving porn behind.
“I used to think that I was better than everyone else, but now I think I am more of a slut than I used to be,” she tells me.
“The people that I have been with have always been very nice, and I’ve never really felt that I need to do anything to prove myself to them.”
And the porn relationship hasn’t completely ended her porn addiction.
“It has helped me feel more confident in my sexuality, and to think of myself as a person,” she adds.
“In the past I felt so ashamed of who I was.
Now I know I have a lot more room to feel comfortable in my body.
I think that is one of the biggest benefits of having a relationship.”
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